I lost my girlfriend and most of my male friends. The only people I talk to are in chatrooms, on irc or when I post to web sites or something. I've gained fourty pounds, my overall health has gone to shit but I still can't stop. I lie to all my family when they ask how my life is. It has gone to shit but I can't tell them.

The more I go out into the real world, the more I realize how much I'd rather be in front of this monitor.

Oh yeah. I also seem to have some sort of weird fascination with confession sites like this one and grouphug. Something about people telling me their secrets makes me feel a little better about myself. Weird?

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