yeah. hard to forget.i was at a family retreat. he was my cousin somehow. he was in his mid-20's. 1 was 13. he did shit to me that still hants me to this day. made me question my whole sexuality growing up. took me along time to realize it wasn't my fault. some days i wake up and think i should find him and charge him then sue him so i can have some money. i deserve that much for what he did to me. i can take the money take careof my family better.

other days i wake up and hope he has died.

me.

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