T en years ago I had sex with another man. We had met through classified ads in a newspaper and he was a few years older than me. When he came to visit he brought a couple of gay porn videos and we watched them together steadily getting closer to each other.

A lmost without realising it we were kissing and that led quickly to oral sex. The feeling of his cock on my cheek and then in my mouth was fantastic. We 69'd for a long while. After we came we just cuddled and kissed for ages. We did plan to meet up again, but we never did. I don't tell anyone because I know the reaction it would get, but I don't regret doing it. I'm bi though more straight than gay.

...Cross-dressing doesn't interest me and I don't want to surgically alter my sex, but the idea of magically becoming a woman really turns me on...

T he other thing I've never told anyone is I have sexual fantasies about being a woman. Cross-dressing doesn't interest me and I don't want to surgically alter my sex, but the idea of magically becoming a woman really turns me on. I imagine myself finding myself in all kinds of bodies, white, black, asian, old young, fat, thin, short and even disabled. Sometimes I imagine myself in a lesbian encounter and sometimes with a man. Sometimes I fantasize about being pregnant.

I 'm not bothered by these fantasies, but I don't talk about them because, again, I know what sort of response I'd get. I'll keep them in my head and play with the idea when my girlfriend isn't around. Though a current fantasy is where we swap bodies. Don't think she'd like that one so I won't share it with her.

Steven in the Middle of Nowhere


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